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Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 10:07 PM


wah sian larh. so irritated!!!! >>
kk.. so.. had PIPC lec before having a 4 hr break. so sian larh.... no lab session-.- so most of G5 spent ard 1-3 hours at the library. haha.. found the OC AND BIOCHEM SECTION! hahahaha.... but the notes damn chim larhs.
so studied until we got bored before going for our oc tut. was quite interesting(: ahahas... i finally asked a questio in class larh... normally i dont =X.. but if i dont, i wont learn lah. so must gather more courage lorh zz.
biochem tut was kinda... hmm.. er, unexpected? i seriously didnt learn much =.= hiaz. and i really don understand biochem. oh dangs..
after all my tuts, venn called me... and asked me to pei gab and her near the one stop service centre... talked a lot of crap..hiaz.. it was damn boring larh... cause venn went off for her lec at 4. and gab was wating for his bowling trials to start at 5.30...... OMT LAHS. i DEEPLY regret staying. well... regretted... but did some productive things while waiting.. like browsing through the library with venn. haha. browsed through some baking books. whoa.. the cakes looked so delicious (: haha we also went to itas to buy food to eat -.- and for venn to see what it had to offer -.-.... haha.. then we went to short circuit too.~.~. really bored.
hiaz. came home then went to check movie timings. OMT. . . . SPEED RACER ISNT OUT YET.! the TVMOBILE cheated my feelings!!!! DAMMIT sias.... so we're going to watch nims island tmr. HIAZ.
and well, like that sign of annoyance back there on top. yes i am irritated. zz.. i hope i don get reported on and get even more irritated. its HUMANE to get irritated some times when you JUST cant take it..
I WANTED TO PLAY 1 GAME OF AUDI... 1 GAME ONLY!! 5 MIN!!! i havent played audi for like maybe nearly a few days? SO I WANTED TO PLAY FOR AT LEAST 5 MIN!
then so qiao. so DAO MEI as always.. gab had to call me when the game just started. KAO LAH... my 5 min of peace also cmi. so in the end i stopped playing after 1 min..
gab called me the first time, i rejected FOR A REASON. i really wanted that 5 min!!! then that idiot had to call back again. OIE. PEOPLE GOT REASON TO REJECT CALLS RIGHT??? if i accidently rejected i WOULD CALL BACK ASAP RIGHT? my tian... so FINE. that idiot called back. i got so irritated with the distraction i took the call. my irritation got worse when he started tell me the names of the yw people coming along. in the end.. SUA. i don wan go liaos... yassin so far.. and im not that hungry anymore. why the hell would i wan to walk all the way there in my home clothes.. for a cup of ice milo and maybe standard dropping prata.. and walk all the way back home again?
SO DUMB RIGHT.? so after hanging up on him... smses regarding the movie outing tmr started coming in like nobody's business.. i felt like crying ok... that miserable 5 min of audi wasnt meant to be mine ....
so fine.. i stopped playing and then started replying.. and replying... until the song ended and i went obs. soon enough, my craving for that 5min was eaten up.. so i closed the prog out of annoyance.
seriously... ITS JUST 5 MINUTES. T.T




Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 9:36 PM

was so sleepy this morning lah.. woke up 20min late. dammit... but i still made it on time=P

MST lecture was kinda boring... haha... but at the same time refreshin luh.

BIOCHEM LAB. darnit..... was so boring lah... somemore the questions were so confusing zz.. i couldnt do half of it . lol. the tcher just told us the formulas but didnt tell us how to apply.. i kept asking denise for help.. but haha i don even understand her workin cause she misses some steps=X that i cant miss... me and my terrible mental sum skills-.-... then grace was kinda lost too.. and i didnt know how to help her cause i myself cant do the questions.. pls lorh. I FORGOT ALL MY FORMULAS.. haha... like.. mass = mrXweight.. i seriously cant rmb. and i threw away my notes. oh TIAN.!!!! F5 F5 F4... zz

haha for lab 24/25 people wore SPECS. how COOL is that! HAHAHs... and man.. the girls looked.. well... quite funny with tied up hair.. its like.. we look like in secondary school lah.. then grace kept looking at me lorh. dunoe why=.= at first i wore a hairband.. then all the girls didnt.. so i took it out lorh... LOL. and i was thinking why the guys don need to wear hairband.. some of their fringes are long =D HAHAHHAHAHs.

hiazhiaz... ended school at 12.. cause we didnt have OC lab. so... instead of getting my FREE CONE T.T i followed vanessa, june, xinyi and phangling to bugis for lunch and shopping=X nobobdy could follow me to get the free cone.. cause i end too early. zzx. haha... so went to KFC to eat. DAMMIT SIA. 6 dollar meal. OMT T.T wan cry liaos...... chatted for a bit. then walked to bugis street... haha. we came across this spec shop with really cool coloured specs. so they wanted to buy diff colours each to wear for lab class. HAHA... but in the end never buy -.- ... walked up to sec lvl... bought earrings.(: then walked around again... most of them bought tee shirts. saw damn cool ones- i don usually shop at bugis(: - damn.. i wan that starbucks one. though the only thing i drink there is some chocolate shake.
some time later, vanessa june and i bought 3 diff coloured shirts of the same design. gonna wear it this friday(: heng i can wear ah.. most of the clothes are like.. free size.. which i cant wear): hahahs. vanessa is the expert on checking sizes -.- june bought brown(:vanessa bought black(: and i bought red(: erm.. i hope i got the colours right Xx.. i have a strong feeling vanessa's colour is wrong. -.-

ok nvm... so we parted.. phang ling xinyi and i went to kino to find that darned boyer book.. cant find -.- and gen told me we would only be using it for 1 sem.. hiaz. better not buy.. hah(:

went over to action city... phang ling bought a soft toy(: xinyi bought the 2x2x2 rubiks=P and i also bought the 2x2x2 rubiks and my daddy's bdae present. HAHas.

then.. we went home(:
hmm. did some work... then went out for dinner. WAD THE HELL.. i drank this cup of teh ping.. but didnt know there was this fly at the bottom.. ard 1cm long ><. so i HAD to drink to the BTM of the glass.. before i knew there was this CONTAMINATION in my glass. man.. i looked at the fly and well.. didnt feel too good=X ><... crap sia....

hiaz...><... omt.. haha. ok then my mum and i went to this fashion.. spent quite a sum =X

oh yah.. THURS IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY. CRAP SIA.. I HAVE LIKE 6 LECTURES ON THAT DAY!! how to make up T.T




Monday, April 28, 2008, 7:41 PM

TODAY.

watched some library slideshow for 30min.. suppose to have some plagarism talk but the person was absent.. so i think we have to go for some make up talk. dammit~.~

had some test on rules and regulations in APEL. i dunoe if we need to buy the book actually... lol. i don even know wads the subject abt -.-

csas was damn fun lah.. so funny i kept laughing! cause most of wad was said.. i had some memory or inside joke abt it.. hahahahhahahahas... i bet some people thought i was crazy or something. not only that. we talked abt really cool stuff lah. =P hehe.. cant disclose. so anw, we did personality profiles.. before doing it i already knew wad i was by reading the description=P ahaaa..

wow.... went home after that =.=
oh yah i bought the HAP tb.. lol. hiazz.... i hope ill be using it for like. aha... 3 yrs? =X

i nearly died while doing units and conversions. sian.. now i got the hang of it le thank god. =D

i hope mst lec goes well tmr.... and the two lab sessions=P

hahas~.~




Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 2:11 PM

wah sians....

i just looked through most of my lecture notes ... gonna relearn CHEM and AMATH. SIAN leh.... amath book is probably way past incinerator stage according to my sister-.-

heng i havent thrown away my chem book.. im damn blur lah... I TOTALLY FORGOT LOG OK. it was so easy.. now when i look at the questions i see loads of question marks .. oh man...

first week is gonna be over soon.. oh the joy...
somehow i think im not going to do too well... -.- maybe ill ask my tuition teacher to come back-.- LOL...........

oh yeah.. bought my lab coat. hope i can fit into it... don wan to get thrown out of the lab=P

and ezlink notices come out every friday(:




Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 11:10 AM

wah sehs!...

first two days at poly so slack -.-.... i bet next week wont be anymore -.- (first week bo lab sessions .)

first day.... missed 1 hr of csas tut. LOL. the tcher and the class were at different classrms. so funny lah -.-~.... so we have a make up lesson next week which is eating into our lunch break. aw man!. hahaha. nvm. JIAN FEI. =.=

then we had a 15min apel tut. ~_~... the tcher let us off early for lunch. UH HUH.

went home with gab and venn.. wanted to wait for ky but he had to buy books-- long queue at the bkshop. --
decided to apply for our ezlink cards at tp... cause it has to be done at a TICKET OFFICE. -.-? damnit sia... WATCHED FORBIDDEN KINGDOM after that.... SIBEI LAME SIA. ~_~ lolol.....

second day.... woke up at bloody 6am. zz... got ready before slping back on the bed for another 2omin -.- .... went for a 30min lecture.. in which the lecturer kept going off point -.-~...... we didnt even learn anything- units and measurements-.. AND KAOS. we are going to be learning AMATH for the entire year... log aint that bad.. BUT DIFFERENCIATION AND INTEGRATION IS DAMN BAD. i forgot everything that has to do with amath. si ding le lah.. 5mths at home .~..
so suay lahs..... =.=~..

i wonder wads going to happen tmr... 8-9 pipc lecture. lol.

sians. im so free now.. everybody else is having lectures at school =P..
waiting for venn to come home to pei me go jogging. UH HUH. IM GOING JOGGING LOL.

IF MIKE, GAB AND ROGER AND RANDALL KNOW THAT IM GOING JOGGING AH. wooooh.. totally diff reactions from each one .X)

hahas.... im not suppose to play audition and dota now.... suppose to be studying! darnits... i wan play audi with june and brian =P... hahahaha!!!!... =.=~.. don wan tell them my lvl =P. damn fake de.

k larhs.. since im SO DAMN FREE. ill go add everyone on friendster -.- lames....




Friday, April 18, 2008, 11:04 PM

HEY YOO MANNN.

today was SO FUN!. ASc ROCKS SIAs.!~.

met ky on the bus.. chatted on the way to school. ARRIVED 30MIN early... -.- so went to eat breakfast before meeting up with xinyi and phangling -- cause i didnt know where to meet the rest and didnt want to go in alone. so hahas..

we had like 2 new cheers.. one was for melissa from clandestine -.- another for VALIANCE. ANOTHER FRUITY CHEER SIA but this one was a hakka cheer. damn funny larh -.-... fruity cheers can be soooo sick -.-!.

thenn.~... went for THE OLYMPIAD.-- i think i spelled that wrongly -.- looks wrong to me .... lol... - anw. cheered like crazy. LOL. AS WILL WIN THE WAR! hahas...
then went to bedok reservoir for the regatta. kinda fun.~... haha. i missed ASc cheerleading -.- but o wells. hahahas....

oh i saw GAB-so unlucky =X, venn, kath, clarisa and sabrina. LOL. hahas. I DIDNT SEE LEE. so sad -.- HAHAHA!.
went back to the LT to collect our matric card and timetable. WAH SEH SIA. my timetable is soooo complicated larhs... compared to the rest of my friends in the other schools -.- haha.. i PRAY i wont get lost on the FIRST WEEK or after that in school. ==... 15min late JIALAT sia...

im damn scared now =.= lolx...the school is damn big lah. =.=

after exchanging hp numbers with a few friends, RAN all the way out of the science block to meet gab ky phooney and venn. wad the.. RAN LEH. haha. i didnt care lah.. i was like so late and they were waiting for me for so long lah. aiyo can? .

took the bus to boon keng to eat dinner =X. CARROT CAKIE MAN, so niceee!...

oh i realised that jingyuan and shijie stay in boon keng too -.- .. like dots...

hiaz. gonna dota later on=.= .. pray i dont feed to the other team sia =X

i really don know if i should get a laptop -.-




Thursday, April 17, 2008, 9:58 PM

OH LOLX. HIHI~.
should have been blogging just now in the afternoon.. but i was ahem doing something else. so nvm.. =P


let's see. wad happened... oh yah. the OVERNIGHT camp in school. haha.~..
left the house around 3pm. walked to boon keng mrt. SUDDENLY REMEMBERED - AT THE WRONG TIME - THAT MY EZLINK CARD WAS OUT OF MONEY. so i went down to the ticket counter to top it up with what i thought the min price was.- 5 dollars..

the person told me my min was 10 dollars.. cause im paying the ADULT fare!! KAO LAH. so.... i walked back to my HOUSE - 5min away.. but i started perspiring a lot -.-
took 10 dollars and went back to the MRT to top up the dumb card... then.. waited 10min for the dumb bus -.-'''

THE ROAD WAS JAMMED. ah craps? i boarded the bus at 3.20pm LAH. AIYO!!!... arrived at the tp bustop at 3.55PM. I WAS 5 MIN LATE CAN. OMG. haha... LT1 is so big -.- LOL

we were told the rules and regulations... hmm.. ok lah. DONT WEAR YOUR LAB COAT OUT OF THE LABS. cause will kena contamination.. WHOA MAN!.

yah... had a really funny skit. with breakdancing and all -.- and THE REALLY WEIRD BUS. LOL.

ok anw.. after the LC recit. we had our MASS DANCE.
kao lah.. i don like mass dancing can
we were all so blur from the rest of the ASc lorh =X.. always go wrong direction =P
i kept laughing cause we were most of the time out of timing. HAHA.
then we had the chicky dance... damn cute too..then TEMASEKS ME TEMASEKS YOU!. and GO TEMASEK GO- the super duper complicated handsignal song

hiaz. so tiring larhs..... my TIAN.

campfire was okok lah.. wet grass ==... jam and hop. more breakdancing and choochootrains.. o wells...

then we had some games. im too tired to discribe them ==. but haha.. kinda fun larhs..had fun..

after games. we went back to the LT to rest. and wad the... we ended up watching standup comedians on youtube.. -.- the first few were the ones i slept through.. not funny as RUSSELL PETERS OH YEAH!. hahas.. i kept laughing larh... was like one of the few.. =.= felt so OUT.

then blasted techno on the way back home... bathed.. and then slept from 6.45- 2pm. LOL.x

so tiring.. cant believe im starting school on monday ==.. a bit the fast lorhs. ==




Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 9:44 PM

hmm.

where shall i start.?
o wells.

NUMBER ONE.
I DISMANTLED MY COMPUTER - cables... not motherboard -.- - AND PACKED IT T.T...
ah wells.. that was the nite before FOC.

so haha .. went for FOC. cheered... cheered again... well... decided to .ahem. leave after 6 hours. =X.. haha. cheering isnt for me man.. i think -.-!. i may have stayed. but gab left too.. so nvm lorh. i wasnt in venns grp.. =X.. sadly. =X..!.

anws.! went home. haha.. helped my parents to move stuff into the new house... apparently it seems that they needed my help la. so they were glad that i came back =P so fun la!.. my first time mah. unlike a certain someone who complains abt it -.-. hahas..

got a bit boring without my computer=P... but haha. had to tahan lorhs.

ON THE DAY THAT WE SHIFTED HSE. WHICH WAS ON SAT. I FINISHED UNPACKING ALL MY 20 BOXES FOR MY ROOM ON THE SAME DAY! KUDOS TO ME MAN!. ^^
so yeah. displays all up too..

first night at the new hse. its smaller.. in a way its good.. too big a bit lonely lahs.
MY BED WAS SO... NOT... COMFORTABLE CAN!. =X no offence. but maybe i would need more time getting used to it. hahas. its super windy! woohoo!!.
EH SHYT. MY SOFT TOYS ARE STILL MISSIN. DAMMIT.

*BRB*

ok. its still unpacked. ah wells... hahas. i fished out my BRIELMEOW... from a bag on sunday... it was so lonely lorh.. mokonachan and me0wmii were already sitting on the bed lahs. hahas

so hmm.. after all the packing.. and waiting.. MY COM IS FINALLY BACK! but its slower than last time..and sadly. i didnt get the main modem.. zz...

hmm.. well.. i went for ASc camp today. kinda fun... a bit boring at the start. but hahas.. i still cant pronounce a few names in the G5... obviously cant spell some names for nuts...=.= cause i havent really seen them yet. as in.. the names. not the faces of the coursemates. hahas..~

i was really quiet lah anti social me zzx.. always this problem... someone asked me why i was so quiet. aiyos ==.!!!.. i bet they thought i was some person who was super angry la. haha..
><... =X

games were kinda fun.. i guess... and painful .. omg. im gonna put up a video here.


i hope that worked.k i cant post it dunow how. . but wells. its on youtube..type in japan 31 leg. then click on the second video.. ==...
ah wells.. i dunoe if i should be enthu abt tmr.. =.=?.. i hope things get better =X.
I WAN PLAY AUDI. i think... see first bah. NARUTO IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK. dammit and its only ONE episode! .. damm...




Saturday, April 5, 2008, 1:53 AM

today wasnt boring ! ^^!

woke up at 10am. WATCHED DOU NIU YAO BU YAO!
stopped at episode 2-.-.. then went out to meet CE!
haha we came out too early.. shop wasnt open YET. so KINDHEARTEDLY decided to accompany some PEOPLE at bunk-.-'''

went over to sunshine plaza and browsed through the shelves while ce bought some manga=)
i was saving my money for KINO! wahahhas!!!

after that we took the train to KINO! where ce was the one following my around while i chose books to buy.(: lolx~.... in the end i bought

artemis fowl and the artic incident -ONE
MITCH ALBOM'S the five people you meet in heaven - TWO [[I FINALLY OWN THIS BOOK MAN! ]]

and.... my last choice was...

MITCH ALBOM'S for one more day! im already enjoying myself reading the book!!!

i just love reading his books(:

haha i actually wanted to buy this series ce recommended.. a trilogy. sabriel is the name of the first book. LOL. but i already spent 40 dollars on the 3 books.. so i decided to borrow the book from ce. hahas((:

im SUPER addicted to the show dou niu yao bu yao.. JUST finished watching episode 6. hahas!(:
why are all the good series so short!!! this one is only 17 epis!!! romantic princess had 13!!!!!!! and hana kimi had 12!!! HIAZ.

it was so touching luh... i cried like dunoe how many times lorhhhh!!!... so dramatic lahs.. sadly i dont think these kind of things happen in reality. esp singaporean reality-.-'''

hiazz.... i remember the last time i cried while watching a show was fairy in the wonderland [ tian wai fei xian]. super touching tooo!!!... T.T

phooney was ''crappin'' just now. hahas =X... like if you cried during these built up moments your super romantic. ME? LANG MAN? kns-.-???? hahahas!~!!
hahas =XX~ its already 2am and im still on the com!

whatever happened to Me0wmii's~ 12am rule! LOL. but its for a GOOD and WORTH it thing. so why not huh=P =X..... i better set more alarm clocks later on.... LOL.
though i think ill stop soon.. cause one story of the show gang gang''jie shu!''

shuo yi nehh.. me0wme0w yi ding yao qu sui jiao le~~~~... T.T

XIE XIE PHOONEY! for introducing the show to me!!! ((:
ill say it once and ill say it again. WO YI DIAN YE MEI YOU HOU HUI!~.
SORRY VINSON KOR!. for accidently making your charater ''diu'' in maple X.x
reluctantly.. but.. GRATS GAB! for leveling as fast as brs was...>.<

(:




Thursday, April 3, 2008, 11:15 PM

today was quite.. boring... and rainy..):

woke up at 9am SIA. omg it was NINE AM!. LOL!!!...
watched a few episodes of hana kimi JP and L.O.L!.
thenn.. packed most of my clothes into a big brown box=P hahahas...
aaannnddd then, T.T... *sniff* since i wouldnt be here during ''moving day''... i painstakingly decided... to pack.... my bel0ved m0k0chan~ and BrielMeow.

actually i think ill rename BrielMeow.. lol... any suggestions tell me! ^^.

but yah... they are probably suffocating inside the box. which i havent sealed up yet.. ok so maybe not suffocating.. maybe just cramped up T.T... zz!!!

hiayou~~~....

><.

ok. moving on..
i FINISHED watching HANA KIMI JP!! wad a STUPID ending! its WORSE than TW's ending! wah kaos~~ so draggy larh the ending ZZX!

then... it was so boring!!!! after chatting with mike lee and venn on msn zzz..... I HAD NOTHING TO DO T.T ... then i rmbed sa man tha asking me to watchin tokyo juliet.. and so i did... 3 episode le i didnt want to watch anymore unless im really that bored..

then i chatted with phoooneyyy! ^^
LOL. THANKS FOR THE SONGS. again ^^! then.. i asked the PRO! whether he had any shows to recommend. and so he HAD!. lol. i cant rmb the chinese hanyu.. but its a bull fighting taiwan drama with Hebe in it.(; havent started watching cause i was playing with Kandi~ but i think ill start tmr(: before i meet ce that is.. hahahas.

i think im going to quit maple soon... so boring le larhs... gab now choinging at skele. z z. i don care if he quits the guild sia.. quit lorhh.. i won be playing much anw.(:

NARUTO HASNT BEEN RELEASED YET!~ ARGH... zzx....hmm!.

wah sometimes i feel like some spare tyre zz... so what really is friendship to you?(:
you only know how to make people worry nia~. zzx.

HAI~ ok. its nearing 12am z.. hiaz. my eyes are damn tired now.!...

TMMMRR! IM GOING TO KINO WITH CE! IM SOOOO GOING TO BUY THAT BOOK! wahahaa!!!!!... and mitch albom's ''new'' book!.((:

PostScript - i dont think im going to re-apply for Bunk membership(: .. not yet.




Wednesday, April 2, 2008, 12:08 AM

today was a really.... interesting day.. lol..!!

i lost again in mj. dammits~ T.T.. my money!! ==
watched a movie vantage point with clarence gab venn and ruiwen. kinda nice..lol~..
then went to play lan- dota, audi

omgs larhs... when i played audi db4 party party 130bpm. i had 23 cools larh! that keyboard is so screwed can. z z.... and i couldnt perf for you 136bpm! OMG!... first time larh.. i was last place. z z so du lian...

so much are happening these days. seriously i dont know what to think anymore..
firstly im too scared to go to school-.-~ cause i bet ill be some loner kid whos ostracised.
secondly im getting jealous over some stupid thing
thirdly im losing money over mj zz
fourthly i dont know who to trust anymore! wow~....
(yes my english sucks. thanks for noticing if you did )

i think ive said something retard abt the clash of my school freshie camp and my moving hse plans.. i still cant believe it! im thinking of withdrawing from the camp.. but on second thought, lee gab venn would just ignore me for that!! cause i pestered lee and gab to join luh.. venn too actually... and i think lee signed up only because angel was going. but thats besides the point... i dont want to pangseh.. but i also dont want to miss out on moving hse!! i have never moved hse before so i want to experience it.. and i bet my room would be super empty not to mention MESSY when i come back from a CAMP. because there would be boxes everywhere and i need to unpack some stuff before i can even bathe ZZ. omgs!... so confusing larh.

seriously.. z z.. i dont know what i want anymore. -.-~.... in a certain espect anw.. ah tian!!!!i can only let it be(:

dammit luh... gab just went offline when i wanted to ask him something and mike went offline without saying bye! F5... though... mike>> get well soon ^^!~